I wont be able to post any updates untill I get back to Korea, so this will be a months-worth of Update when you are reading.
I'm excited for this month. I want it to be a time of deepening in my relationship with our God. I want my trust and vision
to deepen. I want my confidence and surity to radically refresh and to be moved to a new level of desperation for the
souls of men as I spend time with the Chinese here.
It's been amazing to see my Grandparents. As I look back over the last 10 years since I lived with them in Wales, Uk, my mind is blown by how surreal it is that we're here, sat in a random part of China, sharing hearts and looking at how life has changed and of His goodness and encouragement in struggle. He has taken us beyond what we could imagine and I know He has bigger plans for the good of all. It's an exciting time to be a part of this......Let's see what this month brings. I'm ready for an awakening and a refreshed river of righteous living that will never run dry, only by Grace.
07th December 2009 (00:37AM)
9th December 2009 (00:23)
I feel like I'm waking up and breathing the fresh winter morning as reality seems that bit realer.
Being here already for this short time, spending time with people and being in a place where to Love Christ is a risk to more than your pride, but to your life, is moving my heart and soul. It sounds so poetic, but its painful. I'm seeing my selfishness and Apethy and my complete sinful self in the light of a Holy God and a people who I know are just like me, but who are seeking God for their every breathe as they face the difficulty of each day, and in that smiling with the Joy of Salvation that Only Jesus Christ can give. I long for a deep repentance in my heart and a river of righteous living to come of it. O God, help me.
I'm ready for a freshness and a revival of vision. "God, I am yours, do what you would in me to bring me to a place of selflesness and a place where you are more Glorified."
11th December 2009 (23:52) Love demands a Love of it's kind.
15th December 2009 (9:33)
Looking out into the Chinese streets , Bycicle Taxis and cold looking Chinese people walking past and snow & Ice in Abundance. The last couple of days the Lord has put in my mind "No Compromise". This time is laying my heart bare and I'm seeing what I have yet to overcome through Him who strengthens me. I am confident in the power of God to deliver, but I have never been so afraid of my potental to fail. Jesus Christ is the answer for this world. This has been made known and we see it everyday. But more than ever before, I believe this and I testify to this and I would lay my life down for this truth. We need Jesus Christ or we have no hope here or for eternity. There is forgiveness with Him, free to those who would admit that they need it and delcare Him Lord. For those who would take up their cross and follow him, even unto the edge of doom and even then defying it til the last breath. New life starts here........I said, New life starts here. No Compromise.
25th of December 2009 (1:29PM)
Merry Christmas.
Sat in the "Korean Room" with my Grandparents.
Had a great few days since my last writing.
Yesterday we traveled to Yanji, the nearest City and had a Christmas meal with other "Kingdom Workers" who have moved to China to serve. It was weird to see so many Western faces. Felt slightly out of place in a strange way but also felt reminded of my own culture.
My Dad has been here for the past week. Its been good to see Him. This is the most time we've spent together in Years. Trusting for a Miracle in his life. I pray that seeing God in the lives of people here, and in our lives, would move his heart to repentance and communion with our Lord.
Spending time with the Korean people here and the "Chosun-Jok" (half Korean/Chinese) has warmed my heart and inspired me to learn this language with Passion and Purpose. I could definatly see myself here in 16 months time. There is so much need. So options are appearing for when I finish at Yonsei. But you never know what will happen.
Yonsei: I had my first semester Final exams and Successfully passed Korean Language Level.1. and will start Level 2 on January 7th. It's going to be a real challenge. So I'm trying to spend a good chunk of time every day in revising the last 3 months and learning as many new vocabularies as possible. It's bringing me so much Joy to speak this language more. I feel excited every time I order Coffee or tell someone about why I'm learning this language or when I've memorised something new. I've also been trying to learn Korean Bible Vocabulary. Sitting in a Korean Church, I've always been scared by how little I understand, as the language in Church is quite different. But as I've been studying these vocabularies more, It's started to slot together. So it's an exciting time, but taking alot of energy.
I'm a little anxious about going back to Seoul. It has been tiresome to be in a totaly secular environment after years in Cornwall with such a great base of Christian fellowship. But despite that it's been the best time ever for sharing the Gospel and what He has done in my life. But I want to go back strong and with Vision and Energy.
2nd January 2010
Happy New Year. I hope you all had a great turning of year. I spent mine in bed with Flu!! But am on the mend.
My month here is coming to an end. Tomorrow evening I head to Seoul for my 2nd semester at Yonsei. I feel refreshed and ready for the next step. This place will be in my Prayers for what to do in 16 months. His will be done.
Anyway....Have a great first month of 2010.
HE IS ABLE.
North Korean Mountains in the background

